I'm not really sure how to go about starting this,but here goes.So like the title says Debbie,wife,mother or grandmother?I love being all of these things and would not trade any of them for the world,but sometimes i wonder where Debbie is.Where and what am i supposed to be right now.My family is all gone,my husband has his interests so where am i.I feel lost at times.I feel like with my family gone im not really anyone or anything.Life right now is always a sad goodbye for me.Is this a sgood as life gets?I feel lost in this world right now and am not sure what to do.I am changing is it for the better for me or for the worst.I do not care about anything or anyone except being with ,my immediate family.I do not call or care about talking to my friends or other family.I do not know why or how i have changed ,but i have.I need to find me ,maybe im lost and will never be found!